Yeah, I’m Pretty Tired of the Stress Weight

I was about to say “tired of being fat” when I self – corrected. I’m not fat, so I don’t need to make that statement. I have gained a couple dozen pounds in the last year, not a single one of which benefits me. My cortisol production is ridiculous, so losing weight is challenging right now, to say the least. Plus the anxiety/depression symptom I’m most likely to exhibit is desperate need for carbs and fat.

My crazy likes to be fed, y’all.

And while I’m not particularly feeding it, I’m not starving it either. Or making it exercise enough. Or giving it a long enough break to see some recovery.

But it looks like my family is coming around, and it looks like very shortly I’ll get that break.

3 thoughts on “Yeah, I’m Pretty Tired of the Stress Weight”

    1. Apparently going to bed after therapy Monday was enough to convince my mom I’ve had enough. We talked, my parents support me stepping out as care giver, and mom and I also want to give grandma one last push to recover so I’m only there two days next week for physical therapy visits and practice walking, then I get a 5 day break. It’ll do.

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